Does moving on always feel so forced? I'm trying so hard to move on from things in my life my ex (who yes I may always be in love with), my old jobs (dear canada stop being so damn welcoming ok) and just trying to figure out what the hell I want to be when I grow up.
I used to think I knew that I had some kind of idea, but now, yet again as I'm searching for a new job after struggling to make ends meet for the past 3 months at my current job, which I'm loving less now that my favourite people are leaving and the owners stress about his financial situation is starting to affect my daily life at work and the fact that mentally I cannot cope with only 18 hours a week, I was working 60 hours a week in canada and 45 at the racing stables, I cannot cope working two day a week it is not in my dna.
An my ex, I have guys chasing me, guy making in very clear that they want me and I'm trying so hard to want them back, can this be a case of fake it till you make it? I dunno I guess I'll find out
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